Nisshaa's Life

Searching for a job is not easy. There are so many rules and conditions to get a job. To get a job for me is a nightmare. I can't be a promoter cause I can't stand too long and I will have a backache. I was rejected because of my health condition. Well, I'm so glad that my dad never gives up on searching for a job for me. His spirit is way higher than me. We both walk office after office under the hot sun. The skin was turning into a darker shade.  But my dad never gives up. I actually can just stay at home and do nothing but I'm not the type who can sit home and do nothing. I love to do something and my dad understand that. The job that I enjoy doing is teaching. I love teaching. I can stand for hours while I'm teaching. Maybe because I love to present myself in front of many little humans. To those who don't have a job, don't worry find until you get your favorite job. Don't panic, you still got time. It's okay to be late than never. T...

Believing yourself is the key to success. Loving yourself is the key. Many people never accept themselves for who they are. It is difficult to accept. We want something better than this. We want what the others have. But rarely we have never been happy with what we have. It's okay to want more... It's healthy to ask for more after you accept yourself. This is what I learned after surviving the pain that my body gave me. The pain is incredible. No words to explain that pain. I wished to be a normal girl who can walk, write or eat normally. But I realized can't push my body too hard. I accepted myself. I learned to be happy with my body. I appreciate my body for allowing to complete my goals. Even though I struggled, I able to complete it. Believing myself was the best gift I can give for myself. I'm a very quiet person. Cause when I talk my body start moving involuntarily. So I don't talk much. However, I break that myth I created. It was difficult at first but the ...

Support. I need support everywhere I go. I always need a wall, a chair, or a person to support me while walking, standing or even sitting. I know this might sound crazy but that's the truth. Some people might think why I'm always holding my friend's hand. Well, this is the reason. I can walk alone without any support. However, there is a very high risk of falling and having terrible back pain. My bones are so fragile (sometimes it moves and I had to wait until it relocates back) and I need to be very careful. I always have the back pain cause I'm moving involuntarily. There were times my hand cramp because of involuntarily movement. Cramp is terrible pain.  Once my hand cramped during the exam and I just collapsed on the floor. It was so painful. My parents had to rush from work to bring me to the hospital on that day. It was a tiring day for them. I'm glad they always there for me. I'm always surrounded by people who care about me. I'm never used t...