My Support. The Wall

Support. I need support everywhere I go. I always need a wall, a chair, or a person to support me while walking, standing or even sitting. I know this might sound crazy but that's the truth. Some people might think why I'm always holding my friend's hand. Well, this is the reason.

I can walk alone without any support. However, there is a very high risk of falling and having terrible back pain. My bones are so fragile (sometimes it moves and I had to wait until it relocates back) and I need to be very careful. I always have the back pain cause I'm moving involuntarily. There were times my hand cramp because of involuntarily movement. Cramp is terrible pain.

Once my hand cramped during the exam and I just collapsed on the floor. It was so painful. My parents had to rush from work to bring me to the hospital on that day. It was a tiring day for them. I'm glad they always there for me.

I'm always surrounded by people who care about me. I'm never used to be alone because they worry about my health. It is just that... I always wanted to be an independent woman and do things by myself (like driving but had to depend) but nope..nah. My body never allow. However, I'm very grateful, I able to complete my goals with help of my family, friends and so many loving people. I have great friends who always there for me. Just a call and they are there. During my downs, only one thing runs in mind that is NEVER TO GIVE UP and I CAN DO THIS. Also, always think "All is well".

NEVER TO GIVE UP

Wall is what I needed the most :)

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