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Alone

Alone. That word effects most people. Even me. It was a great war inside me. I would not accept that I'm alone in my life. But it was the bitter sweet truth. Here is the difference between aloneness and loneliness.  . Loneliness is feeling lack, feeling of missing something, a pain, a depression, a need, an incompleteness, an absence. . Aloneness is feeling fullness, presence, aliveness, a joy of being, overflowing love. Nobody is needed, you are enough. . When I get to know the difference between these words, something hit me so badly. Aloneness means being complete with myself. And I didn't know that for a long time. . *Flashback* I used to be alone at my secondary school. Eat alone, study alone. I don't know why even I was alone but yeah. I used to cry because I have no friends at school. But I didn't know that I'm actually happy and complete with myself. Being a teenager is difficult. Can't think wisely.  . . Then when I entered universit...

Why did I start writing?

Hello everyone, you must be wondering why did I even start writing. Well, the answer is my doctor. She is my favorite doctor, Dr. Tim. She always encourages me to things that I never thought off doing. Yes, I love writing and she asked me to share my story through writing. I always have messy, wondering mind. My mind is really a monster. When I say don't think of sad things that is when my mind starts to think about sad things. Well, I always end up crying for no reasons. However, I stop doing those things for few weeks. It is because I learned few things in one talk.  Our mind is like a baby. We have to take care it very gently. Be kind. Be loving. This is what I do: listen to songs that give positive energy.  dance around my house.  read books (mostly self -motivation books)  hang out with my friends randomly call any of my friends and talk to them for hours bake cakes clean my house  write a story ( letting go my feelings in a diary)  shoppi...