Nisshaa's Life

I'm happy with my wheelchair! But...  There's no space in buildings for wheelchair. I can't move much. I can't get inside the building. Thus, many of wheelchair users can't be around in certain areas. That's devastating for many wheelchair users.  Many criticize the use of the wheelchair too. And it's not funny. My dystonia is getting worse as time goes. I needed a wheelchair as a support. And I LOVE IT❤❤ I wish it have golden color and with some flowers in it. Haha I know I'm demanding😂😂🌻 I wish architects always consider to create a path way for wheelchair users too. 🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

Stand, be, roar like a lioness. Be water that flows endlessly to the ocean. I stand with you and you can stand with me. We stand together. Let's face the inner battle. It's time to be ourselves.  It took so much just to be with myself. I have lost my battle. My body has been collapsed. The body has gone so far, I don't think I can ever re-build the health I wanted, but I can fight.  Again, I stand, bringing the light of possibilities and love. It's hard, but let's try, give it all. You and I stand together so we can be ourselves. We don't have to blame anyone. It's you. You bring the change as I do. I take ownership of my life. Others have no rights to do, judge or tell anything about me. I HAVE THE RIGHT. IT'S MY LIFE. And you have your right too. In the darkest moment, find your inner light. It's there.  I choose to battle with the body, mind, emotions and every human motion. What do you choose? Can we battle the inner conflict? 🌻🌻🌻...

  Physiotherapy and my Dystonia  Pain reliever.  It relieves muscle pain and many others.  It has been very helpful for me to heal the pain for the past two years. Great pain management therapy. Whenever I have the pain I just go physio to ease the pain. However, it was working external improvement not the root of the problem. The root of my problem is my nervous system and my brain (neurons are shooting). Not the muscles. No matter how times I go physio, the pain still comes back as I have involuntary movements. It was temporary relief. Deep brain stimulation (like brain surgery) was the final suggestion by the neurologist. And there is no guarantee on full recovery, it's 50-50. I disagree with that suggestion as my condition is not worse. I'm still looking for alternative methods.  Here are a few (there's many)  benefits of physiotherapy: Pain management Avoiding surgery Improved mobility and movement Recovery from injury or trauma Recovery from stroke or...

I completely lost my mind recently. Feeling  very sober. Feeling very down. Sorry I could not be me yet. Taking a lot of time to heal me. I couldn't type the words that I used to type. My body is not at the best. Had to throw every negative ideas, vibe, energy away. There is a great pull to negative energy but I'm working on not to follow the negativity anymore. But this quote just boost up everything . The quote: . "No matter how bold or shaky or strong or weary you started February, can you finish it stronger than you started it?" @peoplehopeorg Thank you for sending very thoughtful mail. I love it. 🐾💕

Not everyday is a good day. I should buy into words like "Everyday is good day,". Nahhhhhhhh my body goes into unpredictable mode. So have your time to deal/manage the day in your way. Workout, exercise, heal, learn about your body, understand at your own pace. Only you are your own Guru for your body, soul and mind. Go into nature, it is there for you.